29 August 2007

money sucks

and sometimes, the absense of it sucks even more. i hate being broke, at least being where i am right now. i would love to take friends out to dinner (or at least go with them), or drinks, or buy one last yard of fabric from crafty planet, or buy a mpls messenger bag, or buy gas so i could go to duluth...
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but alas, i am beyond broke.
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my dad comes tomorrow which i am very excited about. we leave on saturday to start a new chapter of my life.

25 August 2007

reading and hearing. part two.

at this very moment i am listening to all the death cab for cutie albums on random. i think that they are a great band.
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i foolishly only brought one book with me out here and read it in two days. it was "the road" by cormack maccarthy and it was bleak and kinda depressing but it was really good none-the-less. now i am reading two books, "cross country" by robert sullivan which is about just that. he has travelled across the country some 30 times in his life and he's writing about it. i also started "the brothers karamazov" be dostoevsky which i have wanted to read for a long time.
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yay for books! and music!

24 August 2007

today was the most beautiful day ever. well, maybe that's over-stating it a little bit but it was almost perfect. i rode my bike (finally a good biking day!) down to the river and sat along it's banks for a couple hours writing a letter and journaling and watching people and their dogs. the clouds were really fluffy and awesome. i rode around and took a few pictures and went to the library and walked around downtown. it was a very nice afternoon.
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every day up until now has been rainy and grey which is perfect weather to have to wear a sweatshirt and drink lots of tea and read books and sew and bake pies. but i was so very antsy to ride my bike and today was just right for that.
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i am enjoying my stay in minneapolis. i haven't done a whole lot or gone many places (i'm trying to avoid using my car as much as possible) but staying at the houses of my friends has been really wonderful. i will miss this place a lot.
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but alas, i am on to different things (if not bigger and better).

17 August 2007

ode to mother

it has been brought to my attention that i thank my dad a lot in this and i am sorry to say that i have failed to mention and give thanks to my mom. she has helped in my trip as well (just less tangibly perhaps). there was this quote mentioned in a sermon i listened to yesterday that said
"being a parent is like your heart leaving your body and walking around out there."
it reminded me of how it must feel for my mom. and her heart has done a lot of walking in the last six weeks, much less the last 22 years.
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so thank you mom for your love and your support and for consistently checking up on me and hugs via the phone. i love you! and happy birthday. haha. (it's actually in april.)

YAY!

i am now back in my beloved minneapolis and i'm so happy. the weather is beautiful and i can't wait for many lovely bike rides and other various adventures. driving back was fairly leisurely and fun, actually. even wisconsin seemed beautiful! coming into the city and seeing the skyline that i call home was wonderful... here's to two wonderful weeks (of closure).

16 August 2007

alexandria, virginia. part two.

i am so very excited to live in northern virginia. i had a great time staying with kelly and john and the kids doing lots of home improvement projects and playing war and i even went to a metal show with john and a couple of his friends. that was a lot of fun, actually. i look forward to going to many more shows with them. (they're going to go to facedown fest east coast with me; it'll be awesome!)
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now i am on the road, on the way home. this morning was really beautiful in western virginia/west virginia/pennsylvania. it was raining and i turned up the air conditioning and put on a sweatshirt and drove through the fog. it was great. the rest of the drive wasn't that exciting but it went by fast. there is this song called "in ohio on some steps" by limbeck that was put on a road trip mix made for me. i like the song a lot so i thought that i had to find some steps in ohio and sit on them and listen to that song. so i did. and that was that.
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now i am sitting at a holiday inn, about to enjoy a big bed that i don't have to make in the morning and this crazy show called "big love" about mormon polygamy. back to home tomorrow. i'm excited.

...sunset in indiana...

15 August 2007

since i have been here...

i have started liking blueberries, i had french toast that i actually thought was good, and have never been so excited to have a dog. he is so adorable!

13 August 2007

snapshot

a picture of me ended up on the website for "the state," a south carolina paper! if you go to www.thestate.com and scroll down to jen's weekend adventures and look through this week's slideshow, i'm picture 21, along with other pictures from the house show i went to while in columbia. that's kind of cool and i find it amusing.

alexandria, virginia. part one.

i know, i know, i'm not keeping up with this so well all the time. and there are always things that i think i should blog about but when i actually get around to sitting down and doing it, i'm less than inspired. i thought that this blog could be a little insight into my mind and thoughts, not just telling of happenings. but alas, it is what it is.
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but anyway, i left columbia on thursday morning after a wonderful(ly greasy) breakfast at the famed waffle house and arrived in alexandria 7 hours later. it was an uneventful drive and i thankfully was going the opposite way of all the traffic.
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my cousin kelly, her husband john, and their boys michael and joseph live in a really cool house built in the early fifties that they are fixing up. i am really excited to live here! joseph (he's 7) was (and is) so excited for me to be here (even though he doesn't remember the last time i saw him) and has been routy ever since i arrived. he is a very sweet kid: yesterday morning he came pounding on my door at 7 am (way too early) wanting to play a game of war (his favorite!) and i, being only half conscious, wasn't really up for it. but after sitting and talking to me about the time he broke his arm twice and showed me his flashlight that has white and red lights on it, he scampered off. thinking it was my chance to fall back asleep, i rolled over, but a couple minutes later, he came back in with a toasted bagel and some juice and proclaimed "i made you some breakfast!" it was so endearing, i had to indulge his wish to play war. and then i went back to bed :)
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my bedroom has a wall of windows and will soon be cranberry red and chocolate brown with my sewing corner, my mini library, and desk area. i will be a nanny of sorts, helping out kelly when her and the boys go back to school with homework, swimming practice, and home improvement projects. i am really, really looking forward to what will happen here and kelly is glad to have some more female energy in the house. people keep telling me i will like it here, and there seems to be a scene that i will be happy to be a part of. i am still pretty nervous about making friends (that aren't all my cousin's age [which is 40], not that they aren't cool) and finding a church and a community that i can realy feel a part of... but i have been brought here for a reason, and i might love it and find all those things, or hate it and never feel like i belong. but hey, i'm doing something new and if nothing else, that makes it worth it.
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i think that this is the first time i have written about a place i've visited while i have still been here so i don't have pictures yet, and i'm writing more than usual. but oh well.
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i am planning on leaving for home on wednesday, to arrive back in my beloved minnesota on thursday or friday, and i'm ready to be there for awhile. i look forward to hanging out with all the people i have missed so much over the last 5 weeks and attemping to find some sense of closure there... although i know i'll be back sooner or later.

11 August 2007

columbia, south carolina

i left florida a day early and made my way up highway one (a less superior hwy one than california's) to columbia, going through savannah, georgia. the florida coast is beautiful, lined with expensive houses with private beaches, just the place i would never live. savannah was about four hours from orlando and i was looking forward to spending a little time there. unfortnately, it was 100 degrees and i was dehydrated so after walking around for an hour, i couldn't stand it anymore. at left is the only picture i took. i walked along the river front and had some gelato and walked around a few streets. it's a beautiful city and i would definitly like to spend more time there at some point.
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in columbia, i visited a friend of mine named joe that i knew in minneapolis when he lived there a few months last year. he knows just about everyone (important) in columbia so we were always running into people he knew and i met many that i will not remember if i ever see them again. he took me around to his usual hang outs: a coffee shop, a tattoo parlor (where i awkwardly stood having my chest piece examined for quite awhile by one of their artists), a piercing place, and a community house of sorts where we attended a metal show in their living room. it was fun, though i can feel very uncomfortable around lots of people i don't know, in large part because i am not a conversationalist at all so unless someone approaches me and starts talking, i kinda just sit there. and (sometimes) i'm okay with that. i did really like a couple of his friends inparticular so it was cool to hang out with them.
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other than that we didn't do too much. the weather made anything outside pretty miserable. so we went to the state house, to continue in the vein i began in topeka. the south carolina capital is a weird place, very different than the other two i have been too. it's much more closed up and protected and pretty small. we went to the state museum and saw an art show by an artist named edmund yaghjian which was actually quite wonderful. the museum also has a lot of south carolinan history and stuff from the civil war (being the state that started the thing) and lots of other cool stuff. he treated me to a wonderful sushi dinner which was much appreciated. and we went to the greenville county mountains (the appalachians) where it was at least 10 degrees cooler which was nice. it was really hazy but beautiful none the less. we walked around a bit, drove around a lot of winding roads, and enjoyed a roadside waterfall. it was a nice trip. it was nice to have someone to do stuff with in south carolina. i will say that i saw enough maury to last me the rest of my life, and poo on the video store for not having the movie we wanted right when we wanted it, and i have a knack for sitting in "the dog's spot" but at least they seem to like me. i think that about sums it it up; i don't think i'm forgetting anything...
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so, that was my trip to south carolina. we realize now that there is quite a list of things we had wanted to do and didn't, but that just means i'll have to visit again. and that's okay with me.

07 August 2007

orlando/winter park, florida.

driving into florida, i kept ending up next to this man in a pt cruiser convertable who put the top down, took off his shirt to show off his greying chest hair, and lit up a cigar and that pretty much embodied florida. i couldn't escape that man for hours.
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i stayed with a friend of mine from california named niles, who i hadn't seen in almost a year. he is going to a school called full sail, studying show production and touring and let me just say how much i admire him for all his hard work and the crazy long hours he has and continues to put into this. he is really good at what he does and i respect him a lot. so, i didn't see him much because of his insane schedule.
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but orlando wasn't all horrible, niles took me to a really great park that looked like where the lost boys lived in "hook." it was pretty awesome. i went back there a couple times. i went to the orlando science center and saw the "body worlds" exhibit which was crazy, weird, amazing. i wandered around a lot, wrote some letters, slept, and watched "the godfather" trilogy. those are good movies. i did go to the beach one day and that was fun, but it was weird. i haven't swam in an ocean since i went to hawaii...three years ago-ish. it's salty! and the sun was intense; i got a sunburn, of course. i'm much more of a pacific-northwest beach person and that whole surfer town, long white sand beaches, palm tree thing just isn't my scene. but it was beautiful, and the first time i've been to the atlantic since i was 13. so that's fun. after a few days there, i was ready to not be doing stuff alone all the time. i love doing things by myself but i don't like it when i have to. niles is fun and good company but he was busy and i felt after awhile, like i was a burden. he was very hospitable though.
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so i left a day early and made my way up the atlantic coast to south carolina, where i find myself right now, to be written about later.

04 August 2007

happy birthday dad!

yay for turning a year older! i wanted to thank you again because this trip wouldn't have been possible without you. i look forward to travelling with you next month and i hope you had a good celebration of the day of your birth. i love you!

02 August 2007

new orleans, louisiana.

louisiana,"the pelican state," is known for a lot of things. it has cities that proclaim to be the frog capital of the world, the buggy capital of the world, the cajun capital, the duck capital, and the crawfish capital, it has the longest bridge over water in the world (at 24 miles over lake pontchartrain), and is the only state without counties (it is separated into parishes). it is also home to the largest fresh water basin in the world and that is a lovely sight. a long section of the freeway is almost completely over water, swamps with trees growing out of it and grasses above the water line. there were a lot of storms we drove through, with some very brooding clouds. it made for slow traffic but beautiful scenery.
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danielle and i arrived and checked into the hotel/condo timeshare place my dad got for us and it was so fancy! it was much nicer than we had expected. so we looked forward to sleeping in those nice big beds after staying on love seats in texas. unfortunately, we didn't actually do much in new orleans. our only full day there, neither of us were feeling very well so it wasn't until the evening that we got out and walked around the garden district. the houses are big and beautiful and there are beads hanging from most of the trees, remnants of mardi gras passed. and then because of the heat and lack of food, we did not go farther. it was such a beautiful city, the parts i did see and i definitly would like to go back.
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we were anxious to get on our way to florida so we left when it was still dark. lousiana bid us farewell with a beautiful sunrise.

austin, texas. part two.

not a whole lot else happened in the lone star state. quinna and i tried to go swimming but after walking for probably an hour along the greenbelt, we couldn't find anywhere that wasn't rapid due to all the rain, and then, it started raining on us... such is life.
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it was really great to see quinna after two years. she worked quite a bit but we still hung out and had fun. her roommate/boyfriend andy was a really nice person and they were both so generous and hospitable.
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the drive out of texas was an uneventful one. it was actually more beautiful than i had thought it would be. rolling hills and dark green trees. but as soon as you crossed the state line into louisiana, you could tell you had left the world that is texas and entered a different world called "the south."

rain, rain, go away...

that's all it's been doing everywhere i've been for the last two weeks. lame.